Never give up

I was very emo yesterday, and for that I apologize. I was just so stressed over trying to find somewhere decent for me and the kiddos to live in an ever shortening amount of time.

I finally just bit the bullet, and applied at a place that is about $100 more than I can afford a month, but it has the convience of a washer/dryer in unit (which is a huge plus when you have 2 lil kids) and it was someplace that actually looked nice and I felt I would feel safe living alone there with the kiddos.

I applied for some daycare assistance, because part of the reason I make so little a month is because I can't work very many hours because I can't afford daycare, so I rely on my ex, who isn't very reliable, to watch the kids while I work. If the assistance goes through, then I can work more hours, and be able to pay that $100 more a month with ease.

So hopefully, hopefully, things start to turn around for me. But needless to say today I'm in a much less emo mood, I'm not quite as stressed. Partly because I felt like I was giving myself an ulcer from all the stress and worry, so I've been trying to knock it off as much as possible.